Take a Bow

and where will things go from now on?
who will i become?

if i keep going at this pace will i ever understand where i've been

every night when i close my eyes....i pass out
and i don't look back
i don't reflect on where i am because i know there could be so much more
and so i keep avoiding it
and pretending that it's ok
just the way it is

am i too afraid to say no?
am i too afraid of the change?

i am looking back now on the last few years and wondering 'who was i?'
what have i been doing?
who have i been saying i am?
is this really me?

i'm scared