Monday, August 11, 2008

Solitary Refinement

It seems another day has passed...funny how that happens

I was excited about today - the sky a bright blue with no clouds in sight...and I walked for awhile, reveling in the beauty of mother nature...thinking, "days like this make it worth it..."

I can't remember each moment as it passes...what sticks with me is sometimes perplexing

why did i just remember how you touched my leg when you walked out of the hotel bathroom?

i can't make sense of the memory

but - this solitary state is the path i must take

i'm rambling now...tired and searching for meaning in this space....my fingers rumbling over the keyboard, eyes closed....sensing my hair brushing my arms, the heaviness of my eyelids, the tightness in my back

and this overwhelming feeling of disconnectedness is somehow keeping me here tonight

trying to find words of inspiration, something thoughtful...insightful...

so many things left unsaid...but better that way....

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