Get It

I'd like to be able to understand what happened

At what point and why things have suddenly become different

I don't get where the integrity was lost - or if it was ever even there

I can only wonder if I am exaggerating this or if it's everything that I thought it was...I feel like I a scrambling here for something secure. The floor has dropped.

I would like to ask for advice - but I feel as though no one can really understand what went on here. I can't even ask you.

I know I'm speaking in generalities...for the most part because there isn't anything specific to discuss.
It is just gone somehow - and I'm not sure why.