Monday, June 09, 2008

Vent

I don't understand how we can be so in tune with each other one minute and then the next....not

And the way you treat me is confusing...like it wouldn't matter if i was there or not

Perhaps you're trying to stay detached so as not to get hurt...or maybe it's completely subconscious and you're just self-absorbed that way...or perhaps...i really just don't understand

but it upsets me...and i let it make me feel small and hurt

and then i get pissed...

passive aggressive that's what it is...and i don't know what to say or how to say it

....just venting

3 comments:

JBW said...

Hey Sarah. I read your words and I wonder what they mean to you. What do you get out of laying yourself bare like this? I have a lot of trouble doing it myself. I want to, but I just can't. You sound like you've been hurt before; doesn't this just hurt you more? It would hurt me.

Sarah said...

i use my blog as an outlet for my clustered brain and as a library of my life. Yeah, I have been hurt before..the blog helps me see my role in the experience. I close my eyes and I write and I don't stop until I am done. It's a way to understand what I am not always so present to. Thanks for reading

Unknown said...

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

you are fantastic!!!

a kiss for you, my dear friend!

god bless u dear

can we exchange our link

r u ready to do?