The kids are here right now - sleeping angels. We spent the evening together...playing in the pool in front of my parents house, eating pizza at Chatauqua and playing on the playground...playing in the pool again...taking a bath (them, not me)...watching a little bit of a movie...and then cuddling in bed for over an hour past their bedtime - singing songs like old mcdonald and rock-a-bye-baby...and then, my personal favorite...Katie asked me to sing the song I sang at her father's funeral (Sarah McLachlan's 'Angel')...and I sang it four times...she kept asking for more.
I am so glad that I am a part of their lives.
I saw Kurt tonight - I was driving home with the kids and he was infront of me...we pulled over to the side of the road..
He looks great...it was nice to see him.
I was wearing my engagement and promise rings that he gave me - made the departure a little awkward when he mentioned it as we were saying goodbye...it's hard to explain..but yeah, I wear them.
It's funny because everytime I see him or talk to him I always walk away wanting to have felt a little more...like there's something lingering there that wasn't said...but I know he doesn't feel the same.
Well - it's back to STL tomorrow...with three exams next week that I have barely studied for...
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