A waterfall of tears begin to flow as soon as I sense your presence. The blockage that holds it all back cannot hold fast to your energy. Everything comes at once...without warning. In my head I am saying no...and I am listing all of the reasons for why I shouldn't feel the way that I do...but none of those reasons hold up against the one reason why I have lost it and continue to lose it....I love you.
There's a reason that I feel this way...
If each tear contained the words to tell you all that I want to say then I would have only said a tenth of what I want to say...There is so much to tell you - but my body won't let out the words - all that comes are the tears...and although they fall effortlessly, one after the other, out of my eyes...they sting as they cascade down my cheeks...they burn because they are tears of pain - pain in my heart for so much.
As I slid my rings on to my fingers today they were so heavy. Heavy with the weight of so much grief...what do I do with them? Where do I put them now that they no longer belong on my hands?
As I wished away the tears that began at the corners of my eyes I wondered, "What do these mean for me?"
You say how you feel, however, I can't help but cling to the idea that maybe you have more to say...more to say that is what I want to hear...
And so I am patient...
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