Scope

I haven't blogged for a few days because I have been so confused about what it is that I should say. Everything on here seems so permanent...I don't have anything permanent to say at the moment.. My emotions are fleeting - up and down, in and out...all over - I can't say just one thing and post it here - because a day from now it is very likely that I will no longer feel that way anymore.

I've learned something else about permanence here lately -- it isn't real...
Nothing is permanent - nothing is unchanging or set - nothing is consistent or guaranteed...nothing....
But we think it is - we see words, posted in a blog - and we see them as unchanging - aren't I allowed to change my mind, be confused, say one thing but really mean another?
Yes..yes, I am

My horoscope says:
LIBRA
love: You are at a dramatic crossroads and you're advised to turn your attention inward. Some space will eventually help you share your authentic self more fully. Rather than being in love with being in love, leran to treasure imperfect human beings - including yourself.

wow...

yours says:
AQUARIUS
love: Your love life will improve only after you take a chance and do exactly what you fear most. You've always treasured honesty in others, so be equally as honest with yourself about what you need (right now you need to fight for love!). The universe promises you'll ultimately arrive at a safe haven.

interesting...

and I leave you with this:

as we search for before - the past - what happened - we miss where we are now - we forget to live in the space that we now occupy and we don't grow. We are stuck, stagnant, fumbling to find what is not there...
There is something new to find - in everything - there is always another way to look at something - another way to perceive something - another way to make something mean - we have so much power in how we define our own space...