Love Note

Good Enough

Look at me
Beleive me when
I say
I'm Good Enough

I've got to be strong
now
For you
For me
For us

I want you
To take me in
Your Arms
So strong

I want you
To want me
and only me
no one else

Love me
For me
Because I am me
no one else

You are everything
I am yours
Everything
Together


I never thought that you could ever divert your eyes. I never wanted to believe that there would come a day when I wasn't the only one that you could see that way. I never thought that we were capable of being apart permanently... I thought that we could withstand this. I thought that we could do our own thing and be able to come back as new people...even more in love.
I never imagined that I was making a mistake. I knew that I was hurting you...but I thought, in my utopia, that the hurt was necessary - because I was hurting too...

Our break was not about us directly...it was indirectly in the fact that I needed to figure out me... I was confused and scared of all that I was facing. I was running and I was hurting those in my path. I am sorry that you suffered...I am sorry that you have been driven over there, away from me...
I wish that there was something that I could do or something that I could say that would make you understand how much I did all of this for us. I could have done without hurting you - but could I have? If I would have changed my actions would we be able to be here where we are today?

I want so much for you to listen to what I have to say and try to understand. Can you do that when you have other possibilites? Can't you see me here?
I know you want to take advantage of this opportunity - I am the one begging now - I am the one crying and coming to you - you like being in that postion...you like having the control...but don't abuse it - don't abuse me...love me if you are going to - let me go if you aren't - don't play games with me.

I need you to be upfront - I need to be in your face because we have to face this here and now.

I will not go back to Philly - if it means I can be with you - all of the opportunities that I will gain from being with you are a lot more worth it than the opportunities that I could have there. You aren't there - and being there means not having you -- then I am not going to be there - I am going to be here.

I love you so much - I understand that I have hurt you - and I would take away all of that hurt in a heartbeat if i could -- but all I can do is stand here in front of you and tell you - I love you