Red Light

Another uneventful day is passing...no news on the internship front...

I thought I would do homework tonight...but even that proves to be less than enticing.
I wish I could find something to do that really excited me, but no!

I'm waiting for a phone call from someone that I haven't talked with for awhile, though. I called this person a week ago and never heard back from them...and then tonight they called 3 times... and I missed them!!! I tried to call back and I just keep getting the machine again...ack!

Anyway - that would make my night...if they would just call back!

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I've been reading this book (finished it last night actually) called Face. It was really interesting, it really made me think about life and my past...how it has shaped me into who I am today.

In the book, the main character denies her past and is having nightmares because of it. It's really deep and touching when she starts to discover what she has been covering up all of these years.

I'm envious. I wish I could be so exposed. I think I might be more envious of the fact that her life seems so profound....I am always searching for that big hurrah...something that is really deep and touching in my life (in relation to my past, I mean)...but it's never there. I think I'm looking too hard.

Anyway - this book has made me think that I should really talk out what it is that I keep inside....which makes this blog all the more exciting for me. So beware, I am going to start spilling things from way back that innocent ears may not want to hear.

Not tonight though....haha, I'm going to leave those craving for drama hanging for just one more night....tomorrow though, I promise...

Nite all!
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